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Once upon a time, and man and his wife decided to secretly sell their house and just about everything they owned, and move far far away, disappearing from the lives of all those people they called "friends", because they hated everything about the life they lived. In order to pull such a stunt, a new blog had to be made for the wife, one which did not easily give her away, so that she could discuss such changes with out spoiling the "surprise". Thus, this blog was born.
And now, about me. I'm married, obviously. I'm young enough to make stupid mistakes, and old enough to occasionally think better of it first. (And legal by American definition.) I'm spiritual. I call myself pagan sometimes, but to be honest, that is more for convenience than anything. I act pagan, and I have many pagan beliefs. What do I really believe? A lot of things and nothing. I'm searching, and eventually I'll figure it all out. I have three beautiful house rabbits. You'll hear plenty about them later, so I'll spare you for now.
I love to write. I want to become a good writer, so to this end, I will publish my writings here, and gladly accept criticism and grammar/spelling corrections. I've got a hefty bit of pride though, so opening myself up to ego deflation is...challenging. Then again, how else will I get good? I love to act and sing. I love to work with clay and paint, and to make various magical items when I can. I'm creative. Math and sicience escape me, even though I like math and I'm a sci-fi fan. God was ironic when she made me. I love reading and puzzles, sudoku and spider solitare, listening to music is my favorite hobby.
I'm a bisexual submissive. I enjoy being tied up and screwed, among other things. My husband is my Dom, but we are equals. It's hard to explain unless you've experienced it yourself. Those people I'm kicking out of my life think that I'm a novice and rather naive. I suppose that I don't know what it's like to go on a cocaine binge for three months, but I've tried nearly everything in the books as far as sex, religion, and drugs go, and so what if I tried cocaine and meth once and found them to be rather lame? Better that than being a crackhead, I suppose. I've had my share of hardships. I haven't talked about them in years. It seems that this silence therapy isn't working, so my husband has got me talking to him every night for now. I tend to lie about myself to make people like me. It's a habit I plan to totally kick as we make this massive transition. I've got crappy self esteem, but who doesn't? There's a part of myself that I love, and it comes out around some people. I'm hoping to bring it out completely, starting here.
We're starting over with a clean slate, and it's about damn time.

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